Justification 144553 for doing what we do—crescendo angst cinevision is an attempt to cement-document a subjective experience. This so anyone may find their own quiet and apart-from-all-others private canvas to project their experience towards. This individualistic narcissist culture then makes even more total absence of human-potential-sense in the company of the feels that links all actually-humble people together physical-distance-necessitated or not. Luma you can disregard that last part if strangers don’t need to stand 2 on-their-side-galvanized-garbage-cans apart in 2032.
This scent is right-away familiar It comes on during season-transitions It registers usually no more than a handful of days Unless I’m thinking of a different sce Scent is being used cause it sounds more poetic than smell which reads too graphic even for east side fudge it less I’m thinking of a different smell Discrepancies might be going on Now I’m back 2019 june-august and it’s 5-6 a.m. though I was already up a few hours It’s another shooting prep Now it smells like cool yet t-shirt air It smells like a car with a movie set shoved into the non-driver seats It smells like solid walmart coffee It smells like sometimes Jaxon remnant It smells like fake blood It smells like highway Though it can never again smell of talgia So long as it chains us Now it’s morning readying for the school bus And I’d be appreciating the smell if school wasn’t so anxiety-saturated Maybe I did know to appreciate it cause memories that far back are beyond my own trusting judgment It’s summer early 2010s and I’m recording shitty footsteps on asphalt cause I hadn’t yet discovered freesounds.org By the way I’m not dr. manhattan, I have actual flawed humanity to spare, and the hbo version although sometimes tried, tried 2 hard when it wasn't not even trying so doesn’t count either It’s somehow winter now and I manage to process the smell of the air every now and then while mostly not feeling cold not cause I’m superior but cause I’m largely scar-tissue-reinforced numb inside It’s now again and I know the smell won’t last cause it’s gonna be an outdoor fridge again starting day after tomorrow minus ben jarry brookheimer Also cause there’s no time in this current excuse of a world when sucking in the air is almost oxymoronical by concept because the air could kill you these days Luma disregard that too if applicable. I honestly hope the default dress code in your time is not a hazmat suit This smell registers on summer dawns only if you continue taking the time to notice Dawn transitions to fall and just as well spring if you take the time to notice Fall if you somehow notice Winter if you somehow notice And if you do notice , you wonder if anyone else do es