Automated android disclaimer: Hello, to understand Earth’s Core-esque Existentialism I have appropriately mastered the english language. These are the collected writings of someone who clearly takes crazy pills, and regardless how self-aware or radical at wordplay they may be, they write for no reason other than to self-scrutinize and reflect self-critically their place amongst people,Continue reading “There’s a garden at the back: I + II”
On behalf of this whole recent delirium-spree, I’ll try grenade-compressing this publishing as the pre-self-nuke. Spirit wraith—I’m just a 70% liquid vessel; you’ll soon have to do the work for both of us. I should’ve looked out for you more. Sorry. How could anything be salvaged when you’re already long gone. Past hearing out. AllContinue reading “6 years 2 months ago 2 weeks ago: Coda II”
Before my soul was self-ejected.
No calling myself out on everything I write in real-time. No considering others’ judgment No attention/comfort/reassurance/pity/sympathy-seeking This time I very much write this to myself I write and I let it sit I let who I am be This disclaimer may in case offer an even more compassionate canvas of honesty. If you actively wrestleContinue reading “No judgment”
I’m still mourning a suicide from 2015. If you feel even slightly guilty cause you long-concluded I’m a cold-hearted bastard, it’s all right. Whether it looks like I give a damn or not about my actions, I’ve always been dying inside. But I can still physiologically type so May 2019—days away from the first ODCContinue reading “Happy Dragon Boat Festival”
The world’s gonna change. There’s nothing pretentiously romantic about that. If a scientist is somehow reading this then Yeah I Know the world has always been and continues to always change you fucking E.Q.-challenged genius-arrogass. Sorry. I made an assumption. I’m the ass. Still fuck you if you thought it. I’m gonna go ahead andContinue reading “You won’t enjoy this if you even secretly discriminate against incoherence”